Don't Drop That Thun Thun Nigga.!! xD

So Sad....!!!!

One hour ago
So Sad....!!!!
I can't believe he cut his hair.... It was so long.!!!! I miss my Asian Justin Bieber.!!!
 

 
He still looks cute....
 

 

BUT HIS HAIR IS ALL GONE.!!!! *Sobs*
 

 

Oh yeah.!!! No picture.!!!! Hahaha.!
 

 

 
My baby's hair is all gone.!!!!!

Skull Fire; Part One of Part Two....Lol

Three days ago - 226 views
Skull Fire; Part One of Part Two....Lol
Sooooooooo..... I haven't posed a Skull Fire set in a while and I wanted to post one so you guys wouldn't forget. I've been very busy, and don't have much time to work on it. So i'm just gonna post what I have so far.(:
 

It was nice, soft, comfortable. I finally opened my eyes to realize that it was my bed. The sun was shining. It was a bright and beautiful day. I looked over at the clock, and it read 9:14. When I turned over I saw that Roshon was missing, and so were the twins. I had a mini heart attack, and rushed out of the bed. I slipped on my slippers, and flung my robe over my shoulders. I ran down the halls only to see that they were all sitting at the table eating their breakfast. "Where are you going?" Roshon said while trying to hold up a bottle of milk into Tamara's mouth. Adelphia rocking in the crib beside him.
I froze in place and ignored the question. Looking over at me, Tamara smiled. She had her normal beautiful brown eyes again. "I-I was just looking for you," I said relieved. How come you didn't wake me up for breakfast?"
"You looked like you were having a good sleep, and I didn't wanna wake you. And they were hungry, so I just went ahead and made breakfast."
"I really looked like I was having a good sleep? Try a nightmare." I said while taking a seat at the table next to him.
"Oh, what about?"
I rested my head on his shoulder. "It's far too much to explain right now. I'll tell you when they go take a nap."
"Okay, that's fine with me." He said with a calm look on his face. It seemed like he didn't care, but I denied the thought, and went into the kitchen, to fix my plate.
The counter was covered with plates full of food. M&M pancakes on one plate, bacon and eggs on another. Plates full of sausages, french toast, waffles, applesauce, and blueberry muffins. I do not know who he expected to eat all this. There clearly isn't enough people to eat all this. Its just us and the twins, who are not old enough to eat any of this away. "Who exactly do you expect to eat all of this?" I said turning around, and looking at him suspiciously. "They can't eat this, and we're the only other people who eat here."
"I'm thinking about opening up a restaurant." My face went blank. "I'm joking. The guys are coming over in a few. You know how they love my cooking. But if you still want to talk, i'll let them come over some other time."
"No, they can come, I don't mind. After I eat I plan on taking a shower, and by the time I get out, they should be ready to go take a nap. You know how long my showers are."
"Hey, i'm just happy you're clean."
The doorbell rang. 'There they are' I thought. "Ahh there they are." Roshon said with a smile, and jumped to get the door. I rolled my eyes, and sat down in the chair he was sitting in. From the other side of the kitchen, where the front door was I could hear them yelling with excitement. They were all talking at once so I couldn't make out exactly what everyone was saying. But overall of them i could hear Kendall's voice say, "Aye Ro!"
"Wassup" Roshon said.
There was a short pause. "Wheres the food?" Said a voice from the back. It was Jonathan who was making his way to the front of the crowd, through the entrance. Once he finally passed through the crowd. He saw me just sitting there, staring at all those crazy people. Jonathan looked over at me, his expression changed from playful to excitement as he screamed, "AUBRIE!" He rushed pass Roshon to come and give me a hug. Soon after the rest of the crowd did the same. Cheerfully yelling my name as they jogged through the foyer.
I couldn't make out who it was, but someone's shoes were squeaking one nice clean floor. "Pause!" I said as I threw my arms up, for them to stop. "Take your shoes off by the door, and then you can hug me. I just mopped these floors yesterday." I heard some moans, and some snickers. But the mob of men in their early twenties headed back towards the door to go take off their shoes.
My escape plan didn't go as i thought it would. It took them less time to remove their shoes than i anticipated. Still, I raised up to try and go up stairs. Spooning the last of my applesauce into my mouth I attempted to tiptoe around the table, up the stairs. I hadn't officially made it up the first step, when i felt myself being lifted off the ground, and back onto the floor again. I was uncomfortably squeezed by around seven of Roshon's friends. It was an awkward feeling, I felt like the ham of a ham sandwich.
I caught a glimpse at Roshon who was leaning on the wall with his arms crossed. He was laughing at me. I mouthed the words "Help me!" Instead of coming to my rescue, he continued to laugh and go into the kitchen. Even though I could no longer see him, I shot an annoyed look to the direction of the kitchen opening. "Okay guys-" I knew there was no use in finishing that sentence. About a minute later he came out with a glass of orange juice, and stood in the same spot, watching us, as if it was some kind of entertaining movie.
'Of course, he would do something like that.' I thought. Then, abruptly, a thought sprung in my head, it was amateurish, but i had a feeling it would work. "Hey guys, I still have to shower," I said devilishly grinning. Within seconds they all slowly backed away rubbing their arms along their clothes. 'Perfect.' I thought and skipped to the staircase. Before jogging up, I looked over to Roshon and stuck out my tongue playfully.
I almost tripped on the last step. Catching myself on the handrail, I saw something in the unused, nearly vacant nursery. Something like a greyish figure, masked by the shadows. It seemed to dissipate as the sun came from behind the clouds and shone through the open window. Something urged me to walk in there to examine the room.
The walls were painted pink and blue. Two parallel walls were pink, and the other two were blue. I thought to paint the walls like that. Along with most of their toys, they both got pink and blue toys instead of just pink for Tamara, and blue for Adelphia. The wind blew through the curtains, making the room much colder. I could see the goose bumps rising on my arms. I wanted to go get a cover, but instead I decided to shut the window since I was about to shower. The wind blew stronger, making me hesitant to continue to take another step closer. The silky white curtains were flying in my face because of the wind. I can't stand cold. Thats why I moved to California five years ago.
All that was in there were the empty cribs. They were still made up since they never slept in them. At first I wanted them to sleep with me because I didn't want to leave them alone. But now, because of that dream, I don't want them to be alone. That's why I want to tell Roshon about it. Even though he doesn't seem like he cares. He might care after he knows what happened in the dream-what possible danger our daughter could be in.
My thoughts and my imagination worked together to create unrealistic scenes of what could happen if we didn't protect them.
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Happy Anniversary.!!! Late As usual. Lol.
I didn't feel like making one yesterday, or the day before, but Monday was my anniversary.
 
I love Ms. Minott now.!! Lol. @divahustler @lexis123 @shailuvs She let me take a nap in her class, till Alliya woke me up. Grrrk you Alliya.!!!!! Hehe
 
And we went our entire anniversary without fighting, and then the next day we fought... Of course. Story of my life. But I love him.!! <3 12.13.12

Happy-Sad-Curious-Anxious.

23 days ago - 599 views
Happy-Sad-Curious-Anxious.
Happy-I had a lot of fun today.!!! I just ate a brownie so i'm hyper xD And it just feels like a happy day. Plus I smile everyday. I love to smile.!! Hehe ^,^ And i'm bout to eat and shower, then watch tv, some of the happiest things I like to do... other than the fact that i have English, and Social Studies homework packets to do by monday...
 
Sad-Alex's back is seriously messed up, but he insists on doing things to hurt it. During practice today, he was doing shot put and I could tell his back was killing him, so I told him to take a break, but he just kept on throwing em. And now I think he might permanently mess up his back which will jeopardize his mma future. I wish he would listen to me when it comes to things like these.... Plus I have to go to summer school.. No cheering camps, no PAL, no free time. I have to take World History I Just to attend CFC.... And to have an elective i'd also have to take PE in the summer too... Smh... Too much... Es demaciado... y muy dificil.... pues, pero estoy contendo.
 
Curious- I might cut my hair this weekend..... I don't know. I wanna know what it'll look like. Should I cut my hair.....? I really want to, because its always getting tangled everytime the wind blows. So irritating.... And if it doesn't look quite right, it'll grow back... I think i am going to cut it.
 
Anxious- Earlier in the week i went to go work on Skull Fire and I found out that everything i've worked on since spring break was erased for some reason.... I know I saved it. I remember saving it...But now its gone. I've been working with Mrs. Hannegan to help rewrite it. But it's hard. She was the only person I showed what I had, and I have a terrible memory, so i couldn't remember any of it. I'm just going to recreate it. Hopefully it'll be better than that first one....

My 4th Anniversary.!!!

One month ago - 695 views
My 4th Anniversary.!!!
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Rainy Day... :(

One month ago - 608 views
Rainy Day... :(
Its Raining Outside....
 

 

 
My Hair Is Frizzy........
 

 

 

 

 

 
But Ms. Johnson Said I Got The Highest Score On The Math NWEA Test.!!
 

 

 

 

 

Out Of All Her Classes.!!!
 

 

 

 

 
Hahaha((:
 

 

 

 

 

 
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My Hair Is Still Frizzy....

Untitled #349

One month ago - 669 views
Untitled #349
No Title.

Not In The Mood Today.

One month ago - 675 views
Not In The Mood Today.
Everything Is Going Wrong.
 

 

 
What Was Perfect, Is Slowly Rotting Away.
 

 

 

 
What's Great In Some Eyes, Is A Piece Of Sh-t To Someone Else.
 

 

 

 

I Need To Talk To Someone.
 

 

 

Who Doesn't Wanna Talk To Me.
 

 

 

 

 

 

He Knows Who He Is.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 
Im Done Trying To Impress People.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

If You Don't Like What I Do.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
Stay Away From Me.
 

 

 

 

 

Not In The Mood Today.
Skull Fire {Edited} *Please Read, And Give Feed Back.!!*
Okay Soo I've Been Working On My Book, Skull Fire. This Is Chapter One, Edited. Soo Yah... Read It, Comment/PM If You Likee It, Likee The Set.. Etc... Okaye Here It Is.
 
As soon as the twins were born i was relieved from the great pain of giving birth. I saw them in the doctor's hands and loved them instantly. After being cleaned, the doctor handed the girl to my husband, Roshon, and i took the boy in my weak arms. As i held him for the first time, it seemed as if the lights grew brighter, and all of Heaven's angels started to sing. It was a beautiful moment, one that i will treasure forever.
I looked over at Roshon, and he was touching the girl's forehead lightly, as if he were drawing symbols, or a picture. He had a strange look on his face, but i didn't think much about it. Then he came and sat beside me on the hospital bed. A single tear slid down my cheek and on to the collar of my hospital gown. Then the boy looked up and smiled at me. I said, "He is beautiful. My little Adelphia." Immediately he giggled, and touched my face. His hand was so small and soft. His skin was light and silky, like butterscoch. His beautiful, tawny eyes shined in the light of the lamp on the table beside my bed. He had long dark curly hair like his father, who seemed obsessed with our daughter.
When i looked over at my new daughter, her eyes were closed and she was curled up in Roshon's arms. I could see through her eyelids that she had my beautiful dark brown eyes. Her skin was lighter than his. Like sand on a tropical beach. Though, she did not have as much hair as her brother. I tried to tickle her, but she flinched then resumed her original position. I guessed that she was a little sleepy. Their skin was a soft and silky. "Ahh, and my beautiful Tamara." It was a perfect moment, it made me want to hold them in my arms forever. We had a long moment of silence in the room. Then nurse came and disturbed the silence, to take them away to the nursery. It felt like hours that we sat there in silence, but i still could not believe that i had just given birth to beautiful fraternal twins.Once she left, I shot my husband an exhausted look, and rested my head on the pillow.
 
The next day i went home with my beautiful babies. The house was cleaner than ever, dishes were done, floors were swept and vacuumed. I was impressed, i expected to come home to more work. But for once it was already done so i could rest. "Wow," I said, "It looks nice in here. Did you do all of this?"
"Yes, that's why i went home so early yesterday." He said smiling. "So i could make sure your arrival back home would be nice and comfortable." He had Tamara in one hand, with the other he put his arm around me and asked. "Do you like it?"
"Yes i do. Thank you." I kissed him on the cheek, and went into our room where I sat all her baggage down, turned the television on, and flopped on the bed beside Adelphia and Tamara.
Roshon was taking pictures of us for the webpage of my photography business, 'Capture The Moment'. It was starting to take off. We had clients scheduled for the next five weeks. At this point in out lives everything was going great. It couldn't be better.
One week after the twins were born, everyone was asleep. The house was silent. All the lights were off, except for the hallway light. At exactly twelve o'clock midnight, I heard a pan drop in the kitchen. My eyes shot open. Frightened, i sat up and looked around. I heard a soft voice in the darkness, like a babies. I realized the sound had woke up Tamra. But instead of crying, she sat there and giggled, as if someone was tickling her.
"Babe." I shook Roshon awake. "Babe wake up!" He opened one eye and turned on the lamp beside his side of the bed.
"Is there any particular reason you decided to wake me up this early in the morning?" He wiped his tired eyes and starred at me.
I shot him a serious look that said 'I'm scared to death, please wake up' "Baby, I think there's someone in the house. I heard something in the kitchen, it sounded like a pan dropped. Can you please go check it out for me?" I quickly handed him one of the emergency knifes that i keep in the top drawer of my night stand.
He sat up and stretched. "Ugggh," he groaned. "Fine," He stuck it in his pajama pants, and took his baseball bat just in case. I tried to put Tamara back to sleep, but as soon as i picked her up she cried louder than ever before. I was surprised how Adelphia had been sleeping through all of that. Although because of Tamara's loud crying, eventually he did. However, he did not cry. He just laid in his bed and smiled at me. And I nervously smiled back, while bouncing and rocking Tamara.
No matter how much I bounced her, sang to her, shushed her, she didn't stop crying. So i finally gave up and I laid her back down in her bed, and she resumed giggling. I was curious about what in the world she could be giggling about, but i did not put much thought into it because it was still half asleep. Tamara's giggling was getting very annoying. I was about to scream 'Shut up!' when Roshon finally came back and said "No one is here."
"What?" I said
"No one is here," He repeated. " I'm guessing the pans just fell, there's no sign of any person being in our house. I checked, the doors and windows are still locked, everything is secure." He shook his head and looked at me with his tired eyes.
"Well how did the pans fall if were in the stove, and in the back of the cabinets?" I gave him a scared look, and hugged my legs. "Somethings gotta be in here." I said, fear escaping with my words. With a sudden burst of courage I jumped up and ran to the door, took the bat out of his hand. "I know the pans didn't just fall. Someone's gotta be in here, and i'm going to find out who it is."
Walking down the hall my courage quickly faded into nothing. My arms and legs trembled with every step i took. My facial expression was as fearless as a warriors, but on the inside i was afraid for my life. Every small sound shot shivers down my spine. The little creeks in the floor as i stepped. The hushed sound of the wind whistling through the trees outside the window. The quiet 'tick tock' of the silver clock that hung over the television in the living room.
I eased into the kitchen, and flicked on the light. The entire room was empty. It was just our normal kitchen. I could hear Roshon's footsteps behind me. "I know what i heard." I said without looking behind me. I had paused to listen to muffled giggling of Tamara in our room. "Tamara clearly heard it too."
Roshon came and hugged me from behind. "Babe there's nothing here, and if there is, in the morning i'll do an extreme search of the house, just so you can feel secure. Okay?" He hugged me tighter and kissed my head. "Aubrie, Nothings gonna hurt us, and if something does i will protect you, its my job right.? Now go lay down and go back to sleep. Everything will be alright." This reassured me, but only enough to get me through that night. Eventually, I fell asleep.
 
Just keep running. He can't hurt me if he can't find me. Then the voice screamed from behind me "There's nowhere to hide! I WILL find you and kill you!" I heard a tree fall from the same direction as the voice. Then there was another voice. A very familiar one, it whispered, "Aubrie. Aubrie." When I turned back I saw a giant oak tree about to flatten me. I covered my face with my arms as if i could actually block the tree from crushing me. I heard the tree fall, but I was still whole.
I was in some kind of meadow. Then The sun shone so bright I was nearly blinded. 'But its night time,' I thought, looking at my watch. It read 3:23. I noticed the sun was slowly getting dimmer. In minutes the sun had become a moon, and it was freezing. cold. I still only had my pajamas on. They were green-blue silk pants with white tulips and a black spaghetti strap tank top. Overall my pajamas provided no warmth. Then I heard a low hum coming from all directions. It gradually got louder, but i just sat there. Finally the murmur was close, i could feel their presence. Then in the horizon i could see dark heads, getting bigger, getting closer. They were finally close enough that I could recognize that those figures were shadows, unaccompanied by bodies, walking towards me. It was then that i got up out of the grass to run away. But i couldn't i was surrounded. A small stench covered the air, and got stronger as the drew closer. I knew that i had met my end, but i did not know what to do about it. I couldn't run, I couldn't hide. Then again i heard the whisper "Aubrie. Aubrie." So I ducked down and covered myself as much as I could. Moments later the humming stopped.
I looked up and saw that I was in some hospital room. No, it was the exact hospital room that I was in a week ago. I walked over to the bed, and saw myself sleeping in the bed, with both Tamara and Adelphia sleeping in my arms. For a while i smiled. But then a single shadow, black as midnight, seeped up through the floorboard and hovered over Tamara. Then it froze, and raced into her body. I could see the spirit swimming through her veins. Her eyes jerked open, her eyes, once a beautiful Brown, were now a demonic black. Out of all the things I had just seen, this was the one that I feared the most. Again I heard the familiar voice whispering "Aubrie, Aubrie" This Time I ignored it. I shook my head with denial and stepped backward until i hit the wall. Tears dripped down my face. I tried to slide down the wall and sit on the floor, but i fell through.
I had fallen into a hole. When i looked up i could see the fading light of the hospital lamp. And i looked below me only to see the growing darkness of this bottomless pit. I heard hellish snickers as more of the same dark spirits that swarmed me. 'Hehehehe' They all creepily laughed. I closed my eyes and wished it all away. I didn't want to open them, I had seen enough. That's when I had reached the bottom.
 
It was nice, soft, comfortable. I finally opened my eyes to realize that it was my bed. The sun was shining. It was a bright and beautiful day. I looked over at the clock, and it read 9:14. When I turned over I saw that Roshon was missing, and so were the twins. I head a mini heard attack, and rushed out of the bed. I slipped on my slippers, and flung my robe over my shoulders. I ran down the halls only to see that they were all sitting at the table eating their breakfast. "Where are you going?" Roshon said while spooning baby food into Tamara's mouth.
I froze in place and ignored the question. Looking over at me, Tamara smiled. She had her normal beautiful brown eyes again. "I-I was just looking for you," I said relieved. How come you didn't wake me up for breakfast?"
"You looked like you were having a good sleep, and I didn't wanna wake you. And they were hungry, so I just went ahead and made breakfast."
"I really looked like I was having a good sleep? Try a nightmare." I said while taking a seat at the table next to him.
"Oh, what about?"
I rested my head on his shoulder. "Its far too much to explain right now. I'll tell you when they go take a nap."
"Okay, that's fine with me."
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